Great.
I hate seeing things that remind of the many faults and missing pieces have in my life. I’m missing so much in my life. Am i being selfish? Or do i just not deserve what i want? I choose my own path, and i guess each path will lead me to different outcomes. Some better than others, but i know i’ve been routed off the right route and off exploring a dark alley. My heart desperately craves for what it wants, but my actions lead me no closer to achieving them. I say i’m gonna change the way i live, make things different, but i never take a stand for it.
I know every decision i make will lead me to either better or worse.
It just seems as if every decision has led me straight into a shithole.
My life’s a one way street into a dead end. (U-turns not possible.)
